Another emotional achievement was that I am able to remain calm despite my peak loss day. And I was surprise that I wasn't that super happy either when my new session peak win happened. I think deep down I am slowly accepting variance in poker, of course I do get pissed when shoving an AA losing to KK. On the other hand, I remind myself I do crack aces with AKs when I flop a nut flush.
Today I sat down and lost about 30usd within 50 hands. Managed to grind them back up and additional profit of 15usd. Tired and I stopped.
Above is cash games profit n loss graph. Did went back down to red but managed to win back. I am aiming for VIP SilverStar for this month. Currently about 100 vpp away.
Still no luck with tournaments/sngs. Lol what an awful graph.