Guess its really hard to "grow" out of this shit. EVERYTHING just goes wrong..
The feeling of "the market is watching u and doing everything against u" is here again... For fuck sake, this is like the countless times this month.. and its like only halfway through.
Have u ever been through times when u studied the chart and went SHORT, some analyst says should LONG. Result : Stoploss. Nevermind, i may have overlooked something here. Let it be.
Next trade, studied the chart again and went LONG, some analyst says should LONG. O yea, finally someone agrees with me. Result : Stoploss. Nevermind, the analyst suck and i suck too.
Third trade, same... studied the chart again, went LONG, some analyst says go LONG. O yea, once again im not alone... Result : Stoploss. Fuck.........
Fourth trade, still focused... studied the chart, went SHORT, same old "some analyst" say should go LONG. Result : Stoploss. .................
WHAT THE FUCK EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG!!!!
Yea now its trending these faces... so im just going along. BUT!!! That is really how i felt when this kinda shit happens. HAVE THE GODS NO MERCY????!!!!
On top of all these, i've been following my "system" for a couple of trades. 4 trades to be exact. I got whipped, with 2 stoploss hit and 2 breakeven. Then comes the 5th one that i missed out due to work commitment. IS THE ONE THAT HITS TP IF I TRADED!!
There is more, trust me... but i shall not taint this blog with my negativity. There is still hope. Have faith!